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Once it gets sunnier and warmer I assure you I'll be more active with reveiw that are... happier. Let's just say I know exactly how Mr. Enter feels about insomnia minus the panic attacks and death in the family plaguing me.
There's a possibility I may have SAD myself, not helped by all the horrible things going on in the world right now and the possibility that the Internet will cease to exist as we know it! If I didn't have the internet I probably would've fallen into a depression! Before finding Deviantart I was extremely self conscious, distant and very very confused about myself. There was a time I legitimately thought I was a monster because of my diaper fetish! Let's just say I wasn't the wisest kid at 13-15 and didn't know about search history...
In High School I was so ashamed of people finding out I still liked cartoons that I kept away from most people, avoiding making friends and talking really despite appearing as upbeat and funny, and I felt constipated holding this all in! Finding Deviantart in 2007 was a fucking miracle as not only a safer alternative to viewing what I liked, butnit allowed me to meet and talk to people who I could share common ground with without, y'know, face to face contact. Yeah I got into Deviantart instead of MySpace or Facebook around 2007-2008 and if helped me socialize better, who knew? And you all know how I got to be where I am today.
As many have figured out, around mid-2017 I started to really slow down even before cold weather set in largely because I grew depressed over the state of the world and more afraid than ever that the end was near. I've grown to rely on you to Tom help me out in more ways than keeping my behavior in check! This place was like my own personal therapist! With this talk of Net Neutrality being repealed I have grown a slight paranoia of losing everything I have gained over a decade and more and that's a legitimate fear to have! I've been afraid to post much of anything if in the end it will all be for nothing!
I try not letting feR overtake me but it's harder than it sounds sometimes. I can't say what will happen with Net Neutrality for sure in the near future but I just want you all to know I'm not running away crying into my hands! I'm going to try and work to the best of my abilities while also balancing personal fun time as I have also been relearning to enjoy watching animation with my critical lense off. So anyway I wanted to update you guys on how I've bee now feeling and what I had to say about stuff.
There's a possibility I may have SAD myself, not helped by all the horrible things going on in the world right now and the possibility that the Internet will cease to exist as we know it! If I didn't have the internet I probably would've fallen into a depression! Before finding Deviantart I was extremely self conscious, distant and very very confused about myself. There was a time I legitimately thought I was a monster because of my diaper fetish! Let's just say I wasn't the wisest kid at 13-15 and didn't know about search history...
In High School I was so ashamed of people finding out I still liked cartoons that I kept away from most people, avoiding making friends and talking really despite appearing as upbeat and funny, and I felt constipated holding this all in! Finding Deviantart in 2007 was a fucking miracle as not only a safer alternative to viewing what I liked, butnit allowed me to meet and talk to people who I could share common ground with without, y'know, face to face contact. Yeah I got into Deviantart instead of MySpace or Facebook around 2007-2008 and if helped me socialize better, who knew? And you all know how I got to be where I am today.
As many have figured out, around mid-2017 I started to really slow down even before cold weather set in largely because I grew depressed over the state of the world and more afraid than ever that the end was near. I've grown to rely on you to Tom help me out in more ways than keeping my behavior in check! This place was like my own personal therapist! With this talk of Net Neutrality being repealed I have grown a slight paranoia of losing everything I have gained over a decade and more and that's a legitimate fear to have! I've been afraid to post much of anything if in the end it will all be for nothing!
I try not letting feR overtake me but it's harder than it sounds sometimes. I can't say what will happen with Net Neutrality for sure in the near future but I just want you all to know I'm not running away crying into my hands! I'm going to try and work to the best of my abilities while also balancing personal fun time as I have also been relearning to enjoy watching animation with my critical lense off. So anyway I wanted to update you guys on how I've bee now feeling and what I had to say about stuff.
What happened with me and Discord
Ok I’m going to clarify what happened with my discord account so hopefully, I can get it back: A user claimed I was phishing them and got them hacked and they reported me. they said it ended up being an impostor so they made an error after they and their friends mass reported me. They gave me this name of someone in support who said they’d help me. They seemed official so I went along with it. Changed my email so they could better fix the issue. That should’ve been my first clue this was a scam. When I changed my accounts email. Then I told them my name and a few other tidbits so they could “log me into their database.” But then they wanted me to buy something to pay for a ticket to Undo the report… This looked fishy to me. I told them upfront I didn’t have a credit card, PayPal. Anything before I was stupid enough to actually buy… a STEAM CARD and actually enter my real info into the thing fully. My mom was informed by me and she called them out on the scam. But by then they had
What If: Lilith? Does a Witch Lose a True Way?
Had the Owl House been given more time like it deserved? Been allowed the tone Dana Terrance actually wanted? I would have handled Lilith far differently from what we got. I never got the feeling any of her remorse was genuine. Even by the end I just feel like they replaced her with an entirely different character. And I still don’t. Considering how fast she was willing to worship an actual child, it’s clear to me Lilith has deep mental scars from working under a literal racist. And I would not have that. Had I been in charge of Lilith’s character? She would be of the sympathetic villain archetype emphasis on VILLAIN. While she wouldn’t LACK redeeming qualities much like her canon counterpart? My Lilith would be far too gone to ever get a second chance. Made all the clearer where she states it was never about mending her sisters relationship or the curse, she just wanted her back in her life… by any means necessary. And she never said Eda needed a pulse… The rare times Eda and
My favorite Fleischer Popeye Cartoons
Saw this and I figured, what the hell? There are so many good choices from this era of Popeye it’s very difficult for me to pick just 5. So I’ll list the ones that I like the best in order of their release. Can You Take It? and Shiver Me Timbers (1934): Out of all the Fleischer Popeye cartoons these two best replicate the earliest era of when Fleischer was at its most surreal and eerie. Whether watching Popeye deal with Bluto’s death traps a la Bimbo’s Initiation or the supernatural hi-Jinks these always captivated me. This is something I wish Popeye got to do more of. Choose Your Weppins (1935): It’s very rare in these cartoons we see Popeye tangle with opponents outside of Bluto but it’s always welcome. A more domestic short with a fun premise. I joke calling it Pawn Stars in the Great Depression. It’s always fun seeing Olive kick a little ass as well. King of the Mardi Gras (1935): Jack Mercer’s first stint as the sailor which he held for nearly 50 years. What else is there to
This is very important!
I haven’t posted a journal in ages, but this is important enough to warrant it. Please, read the entire Twitter thread and listen to everything it says. Spread the word as much as you possibly can and do your part in helping prevent this.
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